Over the past year, I have surprised myself on several occasions by developing an interest in things that I could not have predicted. One of them is not celebrating my birthday. I usually stay in instead….
30 is definitely a number that one must really consider about. I must admit, I tend not to think ahead too much. I wish I do. I know that people who plan their future are sometimes disappointed when it doesn’t turn out the way they would like it to but they also have the chance of planning in opportunities and making their own luck. I on the other hand is the sort of person who just waits for things to happen even tho I’ve sometimes been good at capitalising on opportunities as they arise.
I generally have a good feeling about the next years or so but it means a few changes and fresh starts…
It’s hard to get a sense of the shape of the road we’re traveling on and only when you look back from a distance can you get a sense of what you’ve really been through. I think it’s a good job we don’t know our futures.
I’m hoping of course on this very day for a stronger sense of positivity and an ability to grab opportunities, support myself in a good way, staying healthy even with tons of cigarettes, start eating healthy, getting more sleep, going to the gym OMG yes GYM! To this point I realized I hadn’t been gymming since (I won’t tell, I don’t even know myself). And! sigh…. I’m still hoping against hope to make it over to the blissful isolation ICELAND/ISLAND but one day I will! And I certainly will and I promise you that!
For anyone out there! Cheers
My introspective, no matter what you like to achieve, re-do in your life sustain it to the last minute! The test of time and determination are our enemies. Embrace the dogma of loving thyself and let it KNALLEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!